Currently, I’m in forensic posting. Previously when I 1st heard about forensic, people said it’s a scary posting as u need to deal with corpse. It’s not suitable speciality esp for woman bcz u might terkena so called ‘badi mayat’. But when I learn about it, it’s a mitos only. Actually, forensic is quite interesting posting. The work does not confined to the hospital alone. U do go to the crime scene. U feel like a detective. U get a lot of information just based on a single cloth. Based on the cloth u can know where is the position of the assailant and what type of the weapon he used to attack the victim. It’s quite the same as CSI. The difference is the CSI is quite dramatic.
Besides, being a forensic pathologist, u are not only a doctor, but u also a lawyer and a weapon expert. U learn a lot of things that are outside the medical scope. For that, u are very knowledgable and really know how to speak very well.
Currently, I just have theory class for 2 weeks. It’s quite enjoyable during Dr Zahari’s lectures as he is a funny guy. But it’s quite sleepy during other doctors’ lectures. Dr Zahari really know how to attract people to forensic. I think I’ve become one of the victims. Hehehe…
We’ll got the chance to observe or assist the post-mortem later. We have to choose the hospitals that we want to attend for the posting. I don’t know which hosp that I want to be posted yet. It’s either Hosp Ipoh, Hosp Klang or Hosp Serdang.
I’ve got very excited to think about it as I love to read detective story so much e.g. Detective Conan. Hehehe… Rasa x sabar nak try to investigate the case. But at the same time, I feel anxious too. Seeing the pictures in the lectures dah terasa seram sejuk, x tahu la kalo tgk keadaan yg sebenarnya nanti….
I’m so glad that I can proceed to 4th year. Feel so grateful. Alhamdulillah…. During the break, I felt so uneasy. Always thinking about the result. I’ve done a big mistake that can’t be undone. The mistake that I regretted the most. And, bcz of it, it triggerred the sense of insecurity in me. Always worried whether I can proceed to 4th year or not. Thus, I can’t enjoy my holiday so much. The worries while waiting for the last result was more compared to previous postings as it would determine whether I can step forward or not. After knowing the result, I felt so relieved. Really want to perform ’sujud syukur’ like what I usually did when I received good news, but I can’t 
Now, I has already starts my 4th year. We start our 4th year with forensic class for 2 weeks, followed by psychiatric class also for 2 weeks. I decide to give my best so that I can proceed to 5th year accordingly and able to achieve my aim to graduate in 2009. May GOD helps me and supports me…. Amin…
