“When I saw you lying on the bed, I’m thinking I don’t care anymore if you want to spend your time at the school. Go on with it. It’s so much better to see you were so indulged with your work, rather than seeing you lying weakly on the bed. You looked so energetic and full of confident when u at ur work. I hate to admit it, but you glowed. U have the charisma of being a leader. People looked at you, admired you and followed you. That’s why the other teachers have so much respect in you, right. And, that’s why you enjoyed being in the school. You felt happy and contented.

I could still recall of your images standing in front of microphone being a chair person. Your voice, your posture, your opening speech…, I can still play those scene in my mind. Did you know that when the program was not being chaired by you, it felt as if it lack of something. It had no more umph. Your voice gave programs its own energy.

You just got a position of being a leader. You haven’t yet show off your skill. You still have a lot of things to do, right. You have not yet fulfilled your dream, so how could you leave? So, go on, just do your work. It’s ok as long as you looked alive. Hence, please live…, live…, and live…, so that you could enjoy your work again.”

When you were sick, I always want to say those word to you. They were always in my mind. But I don’t know why I could voice it out and keep on holding it. Now I wonder, would it be any differences if I say those words to you? Would it turn the situations? Would a miracle happen? Would you become energetic again? Or at least, would you live longer?

AS FOR THOSE QUESTIONS THERE ARE ONLY ONE ANSWER…