Last week, we were all banned from going to hospital. It was due to 5th year’s final professional exam. I wanted to go back, but I’m just coming back from home. So, I ended up spent the whole week at the hostel. It was so boring and quiet. Despite study, which I’ve only done a bit, I don’t know what else to do. There were a few times when I felt so sad. Then, I realized one thing on how important my friends to me. They are parts of my happiness.
We always think that getting an excellent result in our exam, getting a good job and getting a loving husband/wife as a part of our happiness. But, we never give so much thought about our friend. We never realized that they are also a part of our happiness. They fulfilled our life and give a joy and happiness to us. Can you imagine what happen to your life without your friend? You will be left alone. And, you probably won’t become who you are now.
It is a blissful and pleasure for me to have all my friends with me. Thank you for bear and stay with me. Either a lots or a little, I believe each of you has your own contribution to me. Some give advice to me when I’ve done something wrong…, some cheer me up when I feel sad…, some give a word of courage to me when I feel down…, some treat me with food when I hungry…, some accompany me to the shop…, some worry, feel concern and care about me. Either one, the most important thing is you are always there besides me. Just to make sure that I’m not alone. Thank you so much. A part of my family, it is you all who actually get me as far as I am now.
Honestly, I’m so scared. I’m very… very… scared. Listening to the word O&G itself is enough to cause a nightmare. Whenever I step into the class, my heart beat so fast, my hands sweat and tremor, my breath become short and shallow. It’s a very traumatic posting to me.
But, as Prof. Mokhtar said, it is not a choice for me to choose. I’ve to go through it whether I like it or not. So, I have to take this chance to improve myself. I’ve gone through a lots of things, I would not give it up now.
There is no more friend to be with me since they all go for elective. Nobody can console and comfort me anymore like before. I have to pass through it by myself. I have to be strong. I must be strong.
I cannot depend on my friend anymore. They can become the bricks and cements. But I’m the pillar. No matter how good the quality of the bricks and the cements, but if the pillar is weak, the building will still collapse.
“Oh Almighty God, please give me a strength to face this test and challenge. I’m a very weak person and only you who I can turn my face to. I believe that you would not burden me with a test that is beyond my capability. Please help me passing through this test smoothly, calmly and with brave. Please help me gain a good knowledge and experiences from it. You are the One who can help me, the Most Beneficient and the Most Merciful.”
