Once it started to drop, it keeps on flowing away like a rain falling down. I just could not stop. Nevetheless, as it flows, it sucks out my sadness along with it. Argh…, it is very relieving. It is the best remedial when I feel so helpless. However, it also has a side effect in which the head started to aching after it. The only antidote is to get some sleep, which I’m going to do after this.

Hmm…, actually I want to sms her. But I don’t know what to write down. I don’t have any idea to use as a trigger or reason for a conversation. Or, should I just tell her directly that, “I’m sad”? I wonder what would she reply. Do I really have to bother her? I always have this kind of doubt or hesitancy. To tell the truth, I’m afraid that I would become a disturbance to her…