Today, I get the result of my professional exam. Initially, I think that I’m going to fail because I could not perform well during my short case especially my 3rd case. But, Alhamdulillah, Allah is the Most Great and the Most Gracious, I pass the exam. At 12.30 noon in LH 3, Dr Naznin has announced the list name of students who passed the exam and one of them is ME.
I immediately call Walid to inform him the great news. I know that he will be the happiest person in this world. He has yearned for it so much…, probably much more than me. It is his hope, dream, and desire for a such long time.
p/s: To Walid, this is my GIFT for you. I wish Ma is also here with us to enjoy this great news.
After the annoucement, we congratulate each other. During this time, I start to cry along with my friend. It is not a cry of sadness, but a cry of joy. Seven years…, it is a very long period of time… We have been through a lots of hardships and challenges to eventually arrive at our final destination today.
p/s: To all my fellow friends, CONGRATULATION…. Finally, all of our efforts have been paid off. May all of us be a safe and good Muslim doctor.
I want to see Dr Ziana and Dr Nora immediately after the annoucement, but I couldn’t. I’m afraid that I could not stop crying in front of them. They are the 2nd person whom I want to share this joy after my dad. Both of them are very helpful to me. They care and concern about me so much. Eventhough, I always bother them, they never complaint or show any resentment. Instead, they always stand by my side.
p/s: To Dr Ziana, thank you so much for “accepting” me and to Dr Nora, thank you so much for “forgiving” me. I feel very GRATEFUL to both of you for your love, kindness and endless support. I’m going to miss both of you so much.
At 2 p.m.
Since my perception toward her changed, I’ve been thinking almost every day of asking for a forgiveness from her. Whenever I saw her, I felt very guilty. So, I really need to do so before I graduate, or else I will regret it. But…, I really don’t know how to ask a forgiveness from her. I’m really bad at expressing my own feeling. Today is the last chance. I’m going to do it today.
At 4 p.m.
Hmm…, I apologized to her 3 times, yet she didn’t even once say that she forgive me. I wonder, did she forgive of me or not? I really hope that she wouldn’t be hurt so much with what I said before. I was really childish back then, I’m sorry… Now, my perception has totally change. She is a very good person.
At 8 p.m.
She called me. I was so surprised. When she first asked me whether I’ve ate or not, I thought she is going to invite me to her house for food again. I never thought that she would call me just to tell me that she actually has nothing to forgive me. According to her, I didn’t do anything wrong. She actually noticed that she didn’t say anything about forgiving me when I asked for it this evening. It seem as if she knew what is in my mind. She worried that I might think too much about it, hence she called. I’m so happy. I feel so grateful and I appreciate her call so much. Really…, she is a very good person. I’m glad that I know her better now.
