Last week, I went to matric to visit my lecturers. I went there twice, before going to Sabah and after coming back from Sabah. Actually, my true plan was to visit them before going to Sabah. However, I didn’t get to see Mdm Zahala since she had EL because her daughter was sick. So, she told me to go and see her after coming back from Sabah. Since I didn’t have other plan, I agreed.

I met Mdm Fariza twice. Apparently, she didn’t change at all. Still looked young. Got to attain the secret from her… Hehehe… We talked a lots. She told me her ‘secret’. Whenever she dissected a rat with us, she was acting strong whereas in reality she was scared. When I heard her, I smiled. She is a gentle and softhearted type of person, so no wonder if she is scared because that is how she is. Oh ya.., she reminds me toward Dr Ailin. When I talked to her, I didn’t feel any gaps between us. She makes me feel like a friend. I’m lucky that I met her.

Fortunately or unfortunately, I met Mdm FMA too. Honestly, if possible I don’t want to meet her because I don’t want to be reminded of the past. But at the same time, I also want to know how’s she doing. So, actually I felt grateful that I met her. I have a lots of people supporting me now, so it’s okay. I’m happy that I don’t have any grudge feeling toward her. I don’t want to look back. Whatever it is, she was my lecturer and she had been good to me once before.

As for the second time, I went there alone. I think I was lucky since I got the chance to meet Bro Suhaimi who came for part time work after his retirement. I also met Bro Mahathir. He looks old, but he is still happy go lucky like before. They were very happy seeing their ex-student coming and visiting them. I think they felt proud that their student finally graduated. Seeing the smiles on their face, I felt happy too. Unfortunately, I forgot to take a picture with them… Huhuhu…

This time I met Mdm Zahala, of course. She looks thinner and older. Probably because of too many things to handle with 2 small kids. We had our lunch together and had a lots of chit chat. Luckily, I got a gift from her. A long sleeve shirt. I’m so touched. Never expect that I would get the gift from the lecturer. She will always be in my heart. Although I didn’t get a chance to meet Tina, Sara & Zafran, but insya-Allah we will meet later…

p/s: Mdm & sir, thank you so much for all your kindness and support… I’m so lucky to have all of u besides me… =)